Words: 1124 deleted from manuscript. It’s not as quick as it sounds. I have to find the areas where I’d marked words for deletion during NaNoWriMo, then figure out what words exactly need deleted. I didn’t just strike through everything I didn’t want to keep, because it takes longer. I put an end bracket to mark a spot and moved on. So now I have to figure out where the bad words start so I can delete them. This is probably a confusing explanation, but the point is, it’s a lot of searching and then some reading. It’s the first step in revising my novel, and possibly the only one I will do for now.
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A Look Back at NaNoWriMo 2014
As November comes to a close, some of us are breathing sighs of relief, crying in anguish, or screaming at the top of our lungs (in either victory or defeat), and all for the same reason. NaNoWriMo is over for the year. This was my fifth year doing NaNo after discovering it in 2007, and it was my best NaNo yet. Before my readership drops back down to the 1-hit-per-week I’m used to, I would like to share some final thoughts. Considering how my last post like this turned out, I’ll warn you that this will probably be a long post.
1. From early on, I discovered how incredibly motivating and focusing word wars/sprints can be. For the record, I call when multiple people set a start and stop time and compare numbers directly afterwards “word wars.” “Word sprints,” to me, are when a person is setting a time to write without stopping on their own. Just so it’s clear where I’m coming from here.
This year was the first year I’ve ever participated in a word war. I joined a Skype group for my region at the beginning of the month, and joined in on a war in the first week. I loved the word count that came out of it, and the way it made me just write without thinking. At least one person in the Skype group started referring to me as “Speedy.” Oddly enough, she was one of the other two who did best during word wars. Many evenings, we’d run a number of word wars over the course of a few hours, and many of the people in that Skype group finished at least a week early, citing those word wars as a huge reason for that. Unfortunately, as more of our Skype group won, the group became less and less active. Though I had already reached 50k too, I wanted to keep going. That was where word sprints came in helpful.
During Camp NaNoWriMo earlier this year, I discovered @NaNoWordSprints on Twitter. I didn’t need it at the time, because I was revising instead of writing, but I was aware of it. During November, I remembered it maybe a week in. And it changed the course of my month. When no one was on in the Skype group, either because it was the wrong time of day, or later because half of them had won, I would turn to that Twitter feed. Most times of day, someone is on that account announcing sprints that last 10, 15, 20, or 30 minutes. Sometimes they give an optional prompt, and usually they invite people to tweet their word counts for the sprints afterwards. It is an amazing resource, and was a huge part of me getting 10,000 words in one day. I realize sadly that it shouldn’t be so difficult to make myself focus on my writing that I need help like this, but what can I say? It is.
And on this same topic, I managed to join in on a virtual write-in held by the NaNo staff interns (and Grant Faulkner sitting in for an intern during the one I joined in on). They live stream for an hour, running sprints with suggested prompts, and then reading on the stream some of the comments in which people share their word counts and a line or two from the previous sprint. They read my comments twice, which was definitely fun.
2. Along the same lines, another new experience for me was being more socially active during November. I never did go to a write-in, but I did attend my region’s kick-off party (not the first time for that, though, as I went last year too). The main social activity I participated in was hanging out and chatting in my region’s Skype group. Word wars aside, it was a great place for mutual encouragement and general discussion.
There was also this blog. I posted every single day. I don’t know that every single post was read, but the last few weeks, having this blog led me to something else. Reading and commenting on other people’s blog posts. I am not really big in the blog scene. This blog, in fact, is normally just where I post my daily writing project work so I have somewhere to hold myself accountable. I read blogs by people I know, and that’s usually it. But I started reading other people’s posts about NaNoWriMo and enjoyed seeing it from others’ perspectives. I’ll be sad to see all of this go away.
3. I have found myself somewhat frustrated by the debate about pantsing and planning this year. And it’s not because I feel one is better than the other. It’s because I’m starting to feel that most people fall into the same middle ground, but still feel the need to claim otherwise. If I say I’m a planner, it doesn’t mean that I write out a detailed plot outline, list every character and everything about those characters, and know what will happen every hour of every day that the story covers. Some may work that way, but it’s an extreme. Just like I’ve noticed that pantsing doesn’t always mean literally sitting down on November 1 with not a single plan or thought and writing whatever comes. It sometimes means having a general plot in mind, with an ending to head toward. In some ways, that’s not far from what I have at the beginning of the month.
This year, I had a complete outline, because I needed to plan it out while revising last year’s novel. Last year’s (“Adventures in Pithea”, working title) and this year’s (“Pursuit of Power”) run parallel for a while, and some scenes overlap. So I had to plan “Pursuit of Power” fully. I probably owe a lot of my success to that. However, I veered off from the outline a lot, especially at the end (which was the one place I thought I knew exactly what would happen). And normally, I have a much sketchier outline, sometimes not even finished by Nov. 1, and un-fleshed-out characters. When people say, “I’m a little bit of a planner, but I have to give my writing a chance to move away from the outline if it wants to,” I say… “Yeah? And that makes you not a planner?” Having an outline by definition means you have planned. I feel like people think it’s cooler to be a pantser, so they have to explain why they’re not really a planner. And at the end of this paragraph, I realize that I have ranted a bit about something very silly, but I don’t care. This is about what I’ve gleaned from this year’s NaNo, and that is part of it.
4. Last year, I wrote 3/4 of my novel, coming in at the end of the month at 90k words. After I’d deleted the stuff I left in just for word count but didn’t want to keep, and then finished the novel, it sat around 105k. It took me until February to finish it. That made me very sad. Then since then, I’ve been revising and revising and…revising. I don’t hate it quite as much as I used to, but I still prefer the initial writing to the revising by miles. When NaNo started this year and I was writing new stuff again, I found myself in a very good mood most days, and I knew it was because I loved writing so much. Now I still have last year’s novel to be working on (it’s very slow going…I dislike revising), and now I have a second that I may or may not touch again until the first one is done. I am very bad at keeping myself going on the work I need to do, and it’s only partly because I dislike revising so much. This blog was initially started after a Camp NaNoWriMo session, in order to keep myself disciplined the rest of the time. Now I have a new plan:
There are actually three levels to choose from–250, 500, or 1000. For now, I’ll go with 500 and see how it goes. The “rules” for the challenge state you can use it however you want–writing for a first draft, how many words you’ve revised, or even writing a blog. As much as I’d like to say I’ll write 500 new words every day, though, I’m more likely to be using this to revise.
I want to suggest doing something like this to anyone out there (who has read this far) who didn’t win NaNo, or won but didn’t finish their story, who plans to keep going after November. If you’re like me and many other people, you will not do nearly as well as you hope to, once the drive and mutual encouragement of NaNo is over. Challenge yourself to a specific number of words every day, and keep at it. And the important thing here is that, unlike NaNo, there is no final goal. If you fall short one day, you do not have to make up for it later. Just try for 500 (or whatever you choose) again the next day.
Oh, and just to be clear, I’m starting that on Monday. I’m very tired. Church this morning, and then a Thanksgiving event all day after that. I am taking a planned break before starting back into revising with a fresh mind (hopefully) on Monday.
Please, share your own final thoughts on NaNo, how you did, and if you plan to challenge yourself to write/revise every day after November!
My Notebook Collection
So a couple of days ago I got to thinking about all of the notebooks I have. This started when my husband bought me a new one and said, “I thought you were saying the other day that you were running out.” I had to laugh, because if anything, I may have said that I had too many that I haven’t gotten to yet. And I definitely have a lot. Some are full, some probably never will be, and others are on deck for when current ones fill up. Spanning over fifteen years, each one of these notebooks is special to me in some way–some of them were even gifts. They each have their own purpose, and most of is related to writing…well, all of it, probably, but again, some I haven’t even started into yet.
And what can make a blog post about notebooks even more interesting? A more detailed description of each notebook? Don’t mind if I do.
These notebooks are from when I was somewhere around 13-16 years old. I was writing a story that I never did finish, but boy did I have grand plans for it. I think the blue notebook was the original, but the black notebook seems to be a rewrite. I can’t say it’s the first story I ever wrote (or tried to write…I never did seem to finish any of them back then), because I also recently dug up what remains of a story I started writing when I was 10 (more on that here), but it’s the main one from my childhood. I am so glad I still have have these notebooks after so many years.
These two notebooks are also very important. They contain the bulk of the original draft of my fanfiction series that is the basis for “Pithea” (and more on that here). There were five stories originally, and the left notebook starts with line one of the first story, and the second notebook stops during one of the final scenes of the fifth story. They are the first notebooks I filled with writing, and they are old and beat up (especially the left one–the back cardboard cover is completely ripped off). They will definitely always be special to me, even though what is in them is obsolete.
This is my current main writing notebook. My husband bought it for me sometime while I was filling the second one from the previous picture. It’s a bulky, 5-subject notebook with plastic front and back covers, numerous plastic pockets inside, most of which are filled with extra papers of some sort, and actual cloth protecting the spiral. It’s the real deal. I used this notebook for NaNo 2007 and 2013, and it has parts of 5 different stories, both long and short, including A Question of Faith. It’s really kind of a mess, with stories intermingled and lines showing a gap in the text, usually because I wrote directly onto the computer for a while before going back to the notebook. It also contains many notes about Pithea and the story world around it, as well as pre-writing and other notes for “Pithea.” All of that, and it’s still only half full. ‘Cause it’s so big.
These are my first international notebooks. They are both from South Korea, where two of my sisters have spent some time. The one on the left was first, brought back by my younger sister. She felt bad because there were no lines in it. I’ll admit it doesn’t work as well for actual writing, but it’s still great for notes, sketches, or mind maps. It’ll take a while to fill it, though, because I don’t do that kind of stuff often. The notebook on the right is from my older sister. She says, “I was really excited that I found one with ‘write’ on it instead of ‘draw’ (most of them were for artists and said ‘Draw Your Dreams’).” That one has lines, and is my other main writing notebook. I use it mostly for writing practice, so it’s being filled with one-shot blurbs to try to keep my creative juices flowing. I tend to go in spurts of keeping up with the writing practice for a few weeks, then forgetting about it for months at a time. It’s actually getting close to being filled, though I’ve been writing in it since March of 2011 (I always date my writing practice).
I bought this notebook at the Creation Museum in Kentucky years ago, along with another one that I use for school planning. This is a smaller notebook, so I tend to keep it in my purse and use it when I’m out somewhere. I originally used it like a journal of writing ideas that I didn’t want to forget, but it has turned into a place for any old writing I want to do when I’m somewhere that I didn’t plan to do writing, so don’t have another notebook with me. It’s pretty beat up for how little is in it, but that’s probably because it’s in my purse so much.
I almost didn’t include this one, because there are only a few pages of it written on, but it’s unique and has a specific purpose. It’s made of bark and twine, and was obtained years ago at a rendezvous. My dad does a lot of those types of shows as a blacksmith, and I used to go to a lot with him to sell the items he made. During slow times at these shows, my favorite thing to do to keep occupied has usually been to work on writing whatever story I was in the middle of at the time. I couldn’t really bring out a big, modern, spiral-bound notebook, because it wouldn’t be period-correct. I did take parchment paper that I’d printed lines on to write on, but somewhere along the line we ended up with a few of these notebooks (in a trade, I think), so I ended up with this one to write in during the shows. I’ll admit, though, it’s kind of a pain, because I can’t use a pencil, which is my preferred utensil, because it won’t show up on the bark paper. But it’s still kind of fun to write in. I don’t do shows as often anymore though, and when I do, they’re way too busy to give me any down time. So the notebook is lonely lately.
This is the first notebook on the list that is completely unused. My older sister bought me this one in South Korea too. I’m really eager to start using it, but the compulsive in me won’t let me until I’ve finished another one. The plan is for this to take the place of the other Korean notebook (partly because they’re both Korean, but also because they’re both a similar size and thickness, so it kind of flows). It’s still in the package it came in for now, because I want to keep it nice and shiny until I use it. If you can see the picture close up enough, you can read the hilarious text. My sister has some t-shirts from Korea with ridiculous and goofy English sayings on them. Apparently they don’t translate stuff well, or they’re being pranked by someone who tells them phrases to use that are just outlandish. In case you can’t read it, it says:
“If your head is wax, don’t walk in the sun
The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud It is a great ability to be able to conceal one’s ability
Pride sullies the noblest character
If we all did the things we are capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves The important thing was to love rather than to be loved One cannot love and be wise”
And on the back, it says:
“I aimed at the public’s heart, and by accident I hit it in the stomach
Most new books are forgotten within a year, especially by those who borrow them
When I step into this library, I cannot understand why I ever step out of it
I think it is good that books still exist, but they do make me sleepy.”
For a boring post about notebooks, this sure is getting long. Okay, two more, and both are blank so hopefully less to say. I designed this notebook on Zazzle. Yes, that’s comic me, and maybe it’s narcissistic to put myself on a notebook, but I love the picture so much, I wanted to use it. It’s also a smaller size notebook with only 60 pages in it. It’ll be for writing or notes or something someday…I don’t know, I just like it. The text on the front was supposed to provide a reminder to write at least for a few minutes every day, but it’s not really working.
This final one is the one my husband got me earlier this week. It’s a Doctor Who 50th Anniversary Journal. It’s small, but has a lot of pages. And the pages aren’t lined, but they all have a light print of the same TARDIS image from the front on them. It’s going to live on my night stand for now, so I can stop scrounging scrap pieces of paper to write on any time I’m laying in bed and need to write something down I just came up with. I keep smelling it, and I don’t know why. I think because it’s new and so book-like. It doesn’t smell like a book though. It sort of smells like pickles.
Clearly I’ve run out of stuff to say about notebooks, so I should probably end this blog post now. Someday, when I’m a famous author, some of these notebooks might be worth money. Yep.










