Not If I Save You First
by Ally Carter

My rating: 1.5 / 5
Genre: YA romance

When Maddie’s dad is injured in an attempt to kidnap the president’s wife, he leaves the Secret Service and moves to the middle of nowhere in Alaska with Maddie, forcing Maddie to leave behind her best friend Logan, the president’s son. After six years, a trouble-making, 16-year-old Logan is sent to stay with Maddie and her dad in Alaska, which is especially awkward for Maddie, since she hasn’t heard from Logan in those six years. But before she’s able to hash things out with him, Logan comes under threat from a mysterious assailant, and Maddie might be the only one who can help him.

I hate rating a book this low, but when I looked through the notes I took while reading this book, I couldn’t see giving it a higher rating. The premise was interesting, and the setting was pretty immersive, but that’s about all I can say for it. The characters are inconsistent and flat, and I particularly didn’t like Maddie and her extreme girliness. Simply by virtue of being the daughter of a once-Secret Service agent and living for six whole years in the wilds of Alaska, she manages to stay completely cool and even make silly quips in the face of a murderer. And I’m all for Maddie and Logan working out their issues, but the romance between them is unbelievable and overdramatic.

Then there’s the plot, which has so many holes and unbelievable bits that it feels like it was cobbled together just to drive the romance forward. Everyone makes stupid decisions along the way, and motivations tend to make no sense at all. Most of the examples I could give would be spoilers, but I will at least mention that I don’t understand why Logan wouldn’t be given at least a brief explanation about how things work in this tiny shack where he’s going to be staying when he first arrives, like where the bathroom is or where the actual room for taking baths is and that if the curtain in front of the kitchen is shut, it means someone’s naked in there! I guess the scene where Logan walks in on Maddie taking a bath is suppose to be romantic? Or funny? Maybe both? To me, it was incredibly cringe-worthy.

My 13-year-old daughter is currently about halfway through the book, and just tonight she told me that she was on the edge of her seat. I have a feeling she’ll like it more than I did, which is fine, because she’s actually closer to the target audience for the book. But I think that teenagers deserve better.

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